today. i ate my food even though it was all touching. it freaked me out though….
i want to go back to school. already haha. i really do. i just talked to michelle on the phone because i wanted to talk to her. haa but she’s out with julie and jordan and heeju and i’m like I WANT TO BE THERE!!!! :( gah. i dont know.. i mean. home is nice. but.. i’m without my best friend. freaking michelle. i love her to death mang.. i really wish i could hang out with her now. and for my birthday. ugh. frick. ughhhhh. i miss her :(
i know most people wont see this. but i’m so proud of you guys. i know i suck at speaking in front of people, but i wanted to say so much. you guys really made a difference in my life. you guys played parts in my staying at bethany and i’m really thankful for all of you. i know you guys are going to be really great in college. and i’m so excited for all of you. seriously my freshman year has been the best year of my life. i’ve never had so many close friends who i could talk to about anything and who love me and pray for me and talk to me. i’ve gotten to serve them. and i’ve gotten to step up and recieve the privilage to serve the fellowship i’m in. i loved this year. it was really hard at first, but i loved it. and i know that you guys will come to face many difficult challenges throughout the year, but i know God will overcome. i encourage you all to never give up. and keep fighting. no matter how hard it gets. freshman year can be really great. but you have to work for that. you have to make time for others. you have to come out of your shell and get to know people. you have to let people get to know you. so let the walls down. meet people. make a lot of friends. dont date freshman year haha. i seriously cant wait for all of you guys to rock it. haha. so lame. but yeah. i love you guys. i love you guys so much. and i’m really excited for you. i had fun tonight and you guys are stars. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. BUT YEAH. YOU ARE. anyways. i’m sleepy. goodnight.

